LYRICS
The feelings that mattered enough to be put into words.
Summer Will Be Over
One day summer will be over
And it'll be October, you'll see
One day I will be a lot wiser
And climb a little higher than Flea
Some day when you know that this ain't true
Some day when your dreams don't follow through
Some day when you'll know that it wasn't real
Some day when you know that you can't fly
Some day when your dreams don't ought to lie
Some day you'll know that it wasn't me
'Cause it was all because of you
I know you love her
That's why you can't take away my soul
If you withhold me from the world they'll never ever know
What you could do for them
It's a plain world, you can't deny
But it's the truth of those who will never question reasons why
One day summer will be over
And it'll be October, you'll see
One day I will be a lot wiser
And climb a little higher than Flea
Some day when the trust just disappears
And I heal the way you feel
Then you'll know that you're not made of steel
And I just cannot reason with
What your dreams seem to give
Some day you'll know that it wasn't me
'Cause it was all because of you
You don't care for me
I'm gonna spread a cure 'round your sleeve
If you keep sake of us
People come and people leave
Trust nobody else
I cannot understand you la la lies
And I see the truth
Aligning those who will never try
One day summer will be over
And it'll be October, you'll see
One day I will be a lot wiser
And climb a little higher than Flea
I know, I know oh oh
I know, I know oh oh
I know, I know oh oh
I know, I know oh oh
One day summer will be over
And it'll be October, you'll see
One day I will be a lot wiser
And climb a little higher than Flea
You don't care for me
I'm gonna spread a cure 'round your sleeve
Mania
You know I've been waiting for millennia
Grew tired of all that trauma
I thought I had left far behind
But I'm not blind, that's right
I'm mania and the magic you would feel when you're with me
Is a new level of free
You wanted a flicker, instead you got a flame
You wanted sparks but instead I'm all game
I'm mania, how could you love me now?
I'm crazy and I'll hit the ground
Either he likes you or he don't
Either he'll want you or he won't
You know I've been trying to fill this void within
Struck down like a paper pin
I knew that this would never heal my heart
When we're apart I am scared
I'm mania and the magic you would feel when you're with me
Is a new level of free
You wanted a flicker, instead you got a flame
You wanted sparks but instead I'm all game
I'm mania, how could you love me now?
I'm crazy and I'll hit the ground
Either he likes you or he don't
Either he'll want you or he won't
Come on mania now hit the drapes of the times
When you do that thing it's like I'm hypnotized
I don't really feel it but it's what you do
So just stay close and I'll come for you
I'm mania and the magic you would feel when you're with me
Is a new level of free
You wanted a flicker, instead you got a flame
You wanted sparks but instead I'm all game
I'm mania, how could you love me now?
I'm crazy and I'll hit the ground
Either he likes you or he don't
Either he'll want you or he won't
I'm mania, how could you love me now?
I'm crazy and I'll hit the ground
Either he likes you or he don't
Either he'll want you or he won't
Cheaters
You’re just like them other cheaters
Always there to break a pretty girl’s heart
Leaving nasty scars
In the morning
I’m starring out the window
Till dawn falls in
I’m waiting for you indoors
But you’re with another girl
In the evening
I threw your sorry ass out
Right out of the door
In front of the crowd
And all your lies
And all your games
Can go to hell
That’s the right place
For you to stay
This is goodbye, babe
You’re just like them other cheaters
Always there to break a pretty girl’s heart
Leaving nasty scars
You’re just like them other cheaters
Always there to break a pretty girl’s heart
Wait till I see your car
And I’m tryin’, I’m tryin’
And I’m tryin’, I’m tryin’
And I’m tryin’, I’m tryin’
But cheaters don’t do love, yeah
You come home and jump right in the shower
You even brought me flowers
Right then I know something’s wrong
Go ahead and check your phone
Then I see
What you’ve been hiding from me
And your car will be then one
Who has to pay for it
You’re just like them other cheaters
Always there to break a pretty girl’s heart
Leaving nasty scars
You’re just like them other cheaters
Always there to break a pretty girl’s heart
Wait till I see your car
And I’m tryin’, I’m tryin’
And I’m tryin’, I’m tryin’
And I’m tryin’, I’m tryin’
But cheaters don’t do love, yeah
And I’m tryin’
And I’m tryin’
And I’m tryin’
And I’m tryin’
But cheaters don’t do love
Reservation In Heaven
I’m at the rim of my heart
Can’t tell who’s there who is apart
It’s a deep gorge formed of stones
Hundred kilometers long
Colorful and wide
No one could even think of hiding
I’m at the cliff of my brain
Praying for pain to go away
Like telling you the story
Of my honey and my glory
Obsession and addiction
Is the source of my love to you
I have a reservation in heaven
An identification
An accommodation
A little ID
Somewhere I can hide
And be able to fight
For myself tonight
I’m on a cloud in the sky
Watching all those people lie
Picking up on the dirt
You thought no one has ever heard
For giving out the truth
You thought no one would ever use
Texting through the world is the source of my love for you
I have a reservation in heaven
An identification
An accommodation
A little ID
Somewhere I can hide
And be able to fight
For myself tonight
I told you that I’d never forget
The one second that we first met
So let’s just get it over with
Our love died without a last kiss
Remember when I said goodbye?
I looked that fear in the eye
Told it what went wrong
But the stars won’t forget that you’re gone
I have a reservation in heaven
An identification
An accommodation
A little ID
Somewhere I can hide
And be able to fight
For myself tonight
I have a reservation in heaven
An identification
An accommodation
A little ID
Somewhere I can hide
And be able to fight
For myself tonight
I have a reservation in heaven
Fear
You're scared
Scared of your father
Scared he's not gonna love you
the way that I do
He says you gotta work
Work for 48 years
Till it finally pays off
And you can dry your tears
You question all your motives day after day
You try but you can, you cannot escape
It's all the lies you're trying to fake
You're fake
Oh it's the fear that's catching up to you
Standing right behind the distant door
of endless torture
Don't you think it's time to disappear
Time to F*** the stupid fear
And get the hell outta here
You're scared
Scared of your father
Scared he's not gonna love you
The way that I do
Says you gotta work
Work for 48 years
till it finally pays off
and you can dry your tears
Come on inside I'm inviting you now
You don't have to be scared That you'll be punished
For not cleaning up
'Cause you are waiting on something that ain't real
On Something you don't feel
But you try, you try, you try
You're in outlaw
You're running from love
And you think you are so smart
You think you know what you want
But if I ask you, you don't
Say you feel so alive
When you go out each night
But you're dead inside
Like a soul without light
You could've stayed my friend in all of this
But instead you left and gave it a rest
Been a little full of
There's always time to disappoint
And for me to make the wrong choice
What can I say?
I like the noise
Oh it's the fear that's catching up to you
(Don't you think you know that by now?)
Oh it's the fear that's catching up to you
(Don't you think you know that by now?)
Oh it's the fear that's catching up to you
(You should really know that by now)
Song of All Songs
There was something about that day
Record studio interns don't stay
And I don't recall the first thing I had to say
I just know that we worked on that song
"Summer Will be Over", didn't take you very long
A pro on the guitar, a good guy at heart
Knock on that smile
awkward silence beats the rhyme
Wrote that song before I knew you
Not knowing that it would turn out to be true
Wrote another based on pure attraction
Can't resist that letter jacket
First message was so cruel
It deemed the end to something so unusual
Now I drive by your house
With a friend that forced me to go out
Fact Is I ain't reckless, I ain't fine
Look what you brought me to do
I wrote the song of all songs dedicated to you
You left hooked on a feeling
Singing in the hallway, driving a red beetle
Dad's care as first date material
Would've gotten in if I wasn't in delirium
Oh how I bet you found somebody better now
Our friendship was just a weight down
After all you left me in a heartbeat
Generous, what a gift to humanity
We talk till four in the morning
Prank calls become jokes
and records keep on turning
You play them all night in the shed
The king of scrambled eggs knows exactly
what is meant
Now we drive past your street
I loved you for you for so many reasons
Fact is I ain't reckless, I ain't fine
Write me a song or refuse
I wrote the song of all songs dedicated to you
And no one could ever tell the story in it's truth
Not Marc, not me, not even you
And maybe for you it was just a waste of time
I Know we never kissed
Doesn't mean what I felt wasn't right
Dear Mister 90 degrees
A thousand Fahrenheit
Hope you're doing fine
Know you sleep at night
Sitting on the balcony
You're looking at the stars
know I'm still breathing
Fact is we are reckless, we ain't fine
Vulfpeck, the Beetles and Muse
I wrote the song of all songs dedicated to you
Now look what you brought me to do
I wrote the song of all songs dedicated to you
Intro
The girl you knew, she's gone
She is gone
She tried but she failed
and she never came back as herself
The man you knew, he's gone
He is gone
He tried but he failed
And he never came back as himself
Do you see me on the other side
of the waking mirror
When the feelings that you lost keep you up
And make it clearer
Don't really feel like talking
I don't really feel like Joking
I just feel like crying
There's no sense in knowing
Do you really understand what it means to be afraid?
Even though you reciprocate most of the feelings
Now it's time to return to your heart that's made of steel and
Do you know how many songs I wrote about that day?
Now here's what's left to say
She's gone
The girl you knew, she's gone
Made In Heaven
You and I, we never really got that far
we were made of bricks and broken parts
now all that's left is a big old scar
wasting time, sitting in a bar
i never really tell
i never really do
i never tried to be with you
i never really stay
i never really go
this i know
we were made in heaven
but we remained in hell
we were made of sticks and stones
and never giving in
we were made of parts
that burn just like scars
but that's just who we are
that's just who we are, are
that's just who we are, are
you and I, we never really faces the truth
that i don't mean all that much to you
a match made in heaven might as well be doomed
I would lie if I said it wasn't cruel
i never really tell
i never really do
i never tried to be with you
i never really stay
i never really go
this i know
we were made in heaven
but we remained in hell
we were made of sticks and stones
and never giving in
we were made of parts
that burn just like scars
but that's just who we are
that's just who we are, are
that's just who we are, are
this is it, I don't know
what good would it do if I asked you?
if I asked you
if you miss me, I know you don't
but I'm still holding on to hope
to hope
i never really tell
i never really do
i never tried to be with you
i never really stay
i never really go
this i know
we were made in heaven
but we remained in hell
we were made of sticks and stones
and never giving in
we were made of parts
that burn just like scars
but that's just who we are
that's just who we are, are
that's just who we are, are
we were made in heaven
but we remained in hell
we were made of sticks and stones
and never giving in
we were made of parts
that burn just like scars
but that's just who we are
that's just who we are, are
that's just who we are, are
Autumn Falls
One step, one breath rushing through me
I can't believe what I see, oh oh
Leaves are falling, earths are quaking
All of the sudden everyone's shaking
Coats everywhere, gloves upstairs
I see my reflection on the ice
I see my reflection on the other side of the mirror
I see you make my autumn leaves fall
And that's a good thing
So please stay with me until autumn falls
So I can break my walls
For you and only for you I let my autumn leaves fall
And that's a good thing
Two lights fall bright, often they know
How many doors they close, oh oh
Leaves are falling, earths are quaking
All of the sudden everyone's shaking
Heartache everywhere, no it's not fair
I see my reflection on the ice
I see my reflection on the other side of the mirror
I see you make my autumn leaves fall
And that's a good thing
So please stay with me until autumn falls
So I can break my walls
For you and only for you I let my autumn leaves fall
And that's a good thing
I see my reflection on the ice
I see my reflection on the other side of the mirror
I see you make my autumn leaves fall
And that's a good thing
So please stay with me until autumn falls
So I can break my walls
For you and only for you I let my autumn leaves fall
And that's a good thing
Dragon Bones
You come in and I've never been
So in awe, you're without a single flaw
I couldn't drink and I couldn't think
I dream of you and you have no clue
Baby come closer
Come on call me over
I don't need a reason why
Sell your should for the beauty of the gold
Believe this perfect lie
I don't have to love you, I don't have to care
So just take on this dare, oh oh, oh oh
I'm ma ma made of dragon bones and I'm not gonna wait
Your mountain fire gets me higher
Unleashing my desire
I want your skin on mine all the time
I want it know and I don't care when or how
I see truth in the things you do
Looking at me with such honestly
I couldn't breathe and I couldn't sleep
And I'm tired, please retire
Baby come closer
Come on call me over
I don't need a reason why
Sell your should for the beauty of the gold
Believe this perfect lie
I don't have to love you, I don't have to care
So just take on this dare, oh oh, oh oh
I'm ma ma made of dragon bones and I'm not gonna wait
Your mountain fire gets me higher
Unleashing my desire
I want your skin on mine all the time
I want it know and I don't care when or how
Baby come closer
Come on call me over
I don't need a reason why
Sell your should for the beauty of the gold
Believe this perfect lie
I don't have to love you, I don't have to care
So just take on this dare, oh oh, oh oh
I'm ma ma made of dragon bones and I'm not gonna wait
Your mountain fire gets me higher
Unleashing my desire
I want your skin on mine all the time
I want it know and I don't care when or how
I'm ma ma made of dragon bones and I'm not gonna wait
Your mountain fire gets me higher
Unleashing my desire
I want your skin on mine all the freaking time
I want it know and I don't care when or how
Love Is a Disease
We do have abnormal cell division
It controls our bodies and invades our tissues
Spreading through the blood system
Requiring high-end stitches
It takes all that we have
And leaves us with nothing left
From what we know to want we’ll be
It’s our fault that we can’t see
We’re poisoning our nerves with toxins
We go through cancer, DMD, ALS and biopsies
We go through hell and back
Have strokes at night and find fatal ends
Though there’s one thing we can’t see
Stuck in human nature
Declared to be released
I say love is a disease
It’s all that we breathe
It’s all that we eat
We all know obnoxious is a living
Through all the pain the world is keen on giving
In a materialistic society system
As I’m pulling the trigger of the golden pistol
Take all that you please
Sadly, love is a disease
From what we own to what we seek
It’s our fault that we can’t see
We’re poisoning our nerves with toxins
We go through cancer, DMD, ALS and biopsies
We go through hell and back
Have strokes at night and find fatal ends
Though there’s one thing we can’t see
Stuck in human nature
Declared to be released
I say love is a disease
It’s all that we breathe
It’s all that we eat
It’s a verified drug
Set in our brain
Making heartache up
And all I want to hear
Is there’s cure for love
For this heart disease
We would love to be free
It’s all that we want
It’s all that we need
We go through cancer, DMD, ALS and biopsies
We go through hell and back
Have strokes at night and find fatal ends
Though there’s one thing we can’t see
Stuck in human nature
Declared to be released
I say love is a disease
It’s all that we breathe
It’s all that we eat
Nights
45 minutes to go
Then we’re free, oh oh
Till the night awakens
And the stars draw faith in
You’ll know
‘Cause the nights will start to glow
Oh oh, oh oh
‘Cause the nights will start to glow
One more night
Then I’ll start living my life
I’ll hesitate from dreaming and keep on breathing
One more time, she said
Everything will be all right again
Then you’ll come clean
With your fears, your wishes and your dreams
35 minutes to go
Then we’re free, oh oh
Till the night awakens
And the stars draw faith in
You’ll know
‘Cause the nights will start to glow
Oh oh, oh oh
‘Cause the nights will start to glow
One more favor
That’s what I’m gonna ask for
Let us leave earlier
So we can dance the night away
I wish that I could change my life
Move on to the other side
But as long as I’m here
I gotta make it count
And let ‘em cheer
25 minutes to go
Then we’re free, oh oh
Till the night awakens
And the stars draw faith in
You’ll know
‘Cause the nights will start to glow
Oh oh, oh oh
‘Cause the nights will start to glow
10 more minutes
Keep ‘em high above the limit
Let those nights speak for themselves
Let me hear you dance
5, 4, 3, 2, 1
Let’s go, have fun
Only Heaven Knows
We have a reservation in heaven, you and me
We are gonna meet somewhere
There under candle light
Can’t wait to have you back by my side
After a dark and starless, lonely night
Angels are gonna tell me a secret
Something I can believe in
Angels are gonna guide my way
'Til the brink of my last day
I feel your voice
I feel your skin
I feel your tears
I feel your grin
Now God tell me if this is just a game
If the wheel of life spins randomly
Only heaven know if it is gonna be
You and me at the end of all of this
Now all that I feel is pure rage
‘Cause you’re dead and that’s not gonna change
Angels are gonna tell me a secret
Something I can believe in
Angels are gonna guide my way
'Til the brink of my last day
(Where I can make sense of this pain)
I feel your voice
I feel your skin
I feel your tears
I feel your grin
I feel all that you are
And all that you were
I can’t believe we’ve come this far
Look how high we have set the bar
Now God tell me if this is just a game
If the wheel of life spins randomly
Only heaven know if it is gonna be
You and me at the end of all of this
Now all that I feel is pure rage
‘Cause you’re dead and that’s not gonna change
Only heaven knows if it's gonna be and me in the end
Only heaven knows if it's gonna be you and me in the end
And all of this pain, all of their trust just will not be enough
If my love can't bring you back to me
'Cause you're dead and that's not gonna change
Now God tell me if this is just a game
If the wheel of life spins randomly
Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh
Dirty From the Ashes
You're still dirty from the ashes
that they left upon your grave
But don't let them strip away all of your pain
It's yours to keep and it's your to need
Every tear is better than a "no" you didn't mean
You're still dirty from the ashes
That they left upon your grave
But don't let them strip away all of your pain
I would've killed myself
a long long long long time ago
But I couldn't bare the thought
of leaving only you alone
Yet there is so much to do
So much to say and so much to know
In a world that nowadays
cannot even give you hope
You should know better than to go with the flow
But assholes always know
What to do when they're low
They get up and go
Blow out their lights
Goodbye
You don't want me to wait for you
What made you think I would?
I wasn't planning to
Get your things and go
Boy this ain't your show
I rose up from the dead
I might do it again
Rub of the dust
Clean the rust
Of what I have been
This time I won't be standing lonely
In the eye of the hurricane
I'm still dirty
dirty from the ashes
that they left upon your grave
But don't let them strip away all of your pain
It's yours to keep and it's your to need
Every tear is better than a "no" you didn't mean
I would've killed myself
a long long long long time ago
But I couldn't bare the thought
of leaving only you alone
Yet there is so much to do
So much to say and so much to know
In a world that nowadays
cannot even give you hope
I would've killed myself
a long long long long time ago
I would've killed Myself
a long Long long long time ago
If I hear one more shrink
juggling 'round a positive thought
I don't really need opinions
chatting up the next world war
I don't care you don't understand
Get in line, get some dirt on your hands
And I know you're not used to my telling the truth
But baby I'm just as dirty as you
You don't want me to wait for you
(long long time ago)
Boy this ain't your show
(long long time ago)
Get your things and go
(Long long time ago)
Sweet Florida
I'll be leaving this city tonight
Ain't no reason to stay and fight
'Cause it will go ahead and drown me
In my own sorrow you'll trap me
You think It's enough
That I'm alive and though
Fighting all the battles
No one wants me to settle
Everyone says you're okay
If you live another day
That was yesterday
Sweet sweet Florida come save my soul
Sweet bleak nothing I will call home
I'll be running to the end of the world
to be alone
'Cause you were the cherry on top of all
The lies I've been told
Now I'm awaiting my final curtain call
I'll be leaving my city tonight, oh
Waiting for some of them cowards
To stand up and say "stay Stella, stay"
But I can't, I feel bad
And I know I've been wrong
Many times and I'm scared
But I need you to know
That I'm dying, I won't be alive for long
I'm not scared to die, no I'm not scared no more
Sweet sweet Florida come save my soul
Sweet bleak nothing I will call home
I'll be running to the end of the world
to be alone
'Cause you were the cherry on top of all
The lies I've been told
Now I'm awaiting my final curtain call
My heart is long over cure and healing
All my tears used to be the fear that
Held inside all my distant feelings
I can't speak but I can leave
Sweet sweet Florida come save my soul
Sweet bleak nothing I will call home
I'll be running to the end of the world
to be alone
'Cause you were the cherry on top of all
The lies I've been told
Now I'm awaiting my final curtain call
Sweet sweet Florida
You will save my soul
Never Be the Same
When the music starts to play
You'll hear a siren sing
You'll never be the same
All the drama when really it is just another day
But you'll never be the same
You'll never be the same
in the moment you're not tamed
In that tainted bitter love
You'll never be the same
Though it's just another day
When you know it's your first love
from the east of adria
Back to the western shore
I wanna hear you calling my name
open your eyes
look through the further sky and see
what they're doing to you
all their lies and their cheating it needs to stop
then you'll be doing better than I ever was
When the music starts to play
You'll hear a siren sing
You'll never be the same
All the drama when really it is just another day
But you'll never be the same
You'll never be the same
in the moment you're not tamed
In that tainted bitter love
You'll never be the same
Though it's just another day
When you know it's your first love
From the east of adria
Back to the western shore
I wanna hear you calling my name
Open your eyes and see
There's nothing you can't be
you'll never be the same
stop playing their game
all their lies and their cheating it needs to stop
then you'll be doing better than I ever was
When the music starts to play
You'll hear a siren sing
You'll never be the same
All the drama when really it is just another day
But you'll never be the same
You'll never be the same
in the moment you're not tamed
In that tainted bitter love
You'll never be the same
Though it's just another day
When you know it's your first love